Yes, finally a breath from all the rush of things. And yes my NDP off haha.

Work has been filled with Ups and Downs, many things to get used to, many challenges to overcome. Sometimes I so totally miss school. I mean, it isnt just the people but the environment as well. It just brings me back to the days of night study, the long walks ( or cycles ) back home. The work environment is a whole new environment. Its more political and destructive. YUCK man . I mean I’m not refering to everyone but a few specific characters. Well, as for the rest, they’re relatively nice. Though we share rather different idiosyncrancis, its the goodwill of everything they do that we all can feel. Just a random thought. Where guys are concerned, EGO is a big issue. Which sucks sometimes.

Well, but again, its through such instances where you’re out of your comfort zone where you really learn, learn the unwritten rules of work. As said versility.

The guys met up last weekend. My gawd, I miss them man ! totally.

Anyway, I started my diploma in business just last week. Marketing is cool alright, you’l learn to see the world in a different light. Although I havent leanrt very much, it has been quite insightful even as of now.

Sometimes, seriously, ignorance is bliss. ; ) And probably I shouldnt be whining.

Guess what I’m like so addicted to this song, really feel like jamming along with it. HAHA. yeah but im a noob drummer, but who cares! seriously . As long as I enjoy it haha.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

AND ! I’m so looking foreward to metting up with 0623 and monic this weekend. Not to mention AHM 21K Whoohoo

This is a really good read. It’s about the loss of an intrinsic satisfaction of doing something after an external carrot is offered, as the initial souce of self motivation( from challenge or meaning or otherwise ) is replaced with an external source of motoivation, hence downplaying the self motivating factor

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/07/27/AR2008072701440.html

And another about the science of counterfactual thinking. ie how we benchmark our achievements against others and how we feel about ourselves. Ay. I dont know how to put it explicitly, but its an interesting read

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/08/17/AR2008081702196_2.html